right as rain?

I get excitement in my bones, lol..
So I must say I am single.. I think I was born to be a freebird, it like I am afraid of commitment.. I mean I like having the same people in my life, but I am afraid to say yes to any of them.. I am afraid of another relationship turned sour and a friendship lost. I don't want to go through another heartbreak, nor do I want to put someone through that.. I have learned to think before I act on my hearts desires.. Its like I want to get married one day and start a family, or even build from a broken one.. but the whole idea of another controlling male becoming one with me is scary. but, the question if I am always going to be missing out on something is there too... Ill never know for sure, I suppose.. I sure hope if I do stumble across the man that I cannot live without, he doesn't try to clip my wings... but fly with me..


from my facebook: follow your heart, don't over think thinking, let it ride but never fall from your own pride... one day at a time, you can build that dollar from a dime.. ♥ amber.